Is it so taboo?

I get so pissed when someone else mentions maureen and stuff, but i'm always bringing it up myself. It's not that i can't get over her (i am, though it took a bit), it's more of I can't get over that I ruined it all. I cheated on Her, it was MY fault.....The happiest I ever was.....oh well...suppose I should end this little blog for now.